Dont-Ask-N-Dont-Tell

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Never be the same. by Dont-Ask-N-Dont-Tell, literature

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Never be the same.

I hate that I can't trust you. I hate the lies that sit between us. There's an elephant in this room. Let's stop pretending it isn't there.. I hate that I feel like I can take on the world when we kiss. I hate that your touch makes me dizzy. I hate that I believe every single word that comes from your mouth. You could tell me that pigs are neon green and they shoot spider webs from their snouts. I'd believe you. But why? I know better than this. I know better than to trust. I know better than to love.

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My Heaven by Dont-Ask-N-Dont-Tell, literature

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My Heaven

My heaven can be found in your arms Surrounded by the lingering scent of pomegranate My hair damp and wavy Your breath against my skin Your lips on mine. My heaven can be found between the raindrops that fall from the sidewalk grey clouds between the moans and soft sighs that are heard from between the sheets. My heaven is when my body is intermingled with yours When my head is spinning And I can't catch my breath. When the butterflies in my stomach Not only flutter But are a flurry. My heaven is when I get to touch you When your arms are around me. Your chin on my shoulder and your front against my back. My heaven is feelin

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Believe in me

I don't want to live this way I don't want to wake up everyday Feeling like a total mess and feeling so depressed I'm not very good at smiling and I'm tired of trying I just want to watch the stars and see how far I can run away I don't want to see the sun shine I don't want to pretend to be fine I just want to lay here Away from all sadness and fear I just want to collect my thoughts So I'll lay here until my body rots I don't want to pretend anymore and I won't be swayed I can just run away... I want to feel the wind on my face I want to leave this place To feel the sand between my toes But I have nowhere to go So I la

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Anger by Dont-Ask-N-Dont-Tell, literature

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Anger

People piss me off so much. I'm stuck here being thrown from home to home, losing two of my best friends, having no money, no car, no clothes. While people are out and about with 6 cars, or 1000 dollar shirts. All my friends are out having fun while I'm just trying to find a place to stay. Summer vacation was supposed to be fun. It was supposed to be filled with romance movies road trips laughs hugs.. My summer is filled with bruises blood tears and rain.

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Keys by Dont-Ask-N-Dont-Tell, literature

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Keys

I want to scream at you sometimes. I'm sitting here, typing on these damn keys for people who could care less. People with their own problems. My heart hurts because our trust is broken. With just a few simple words, I don't know who to trust. Now I'm getting the keys wet. With salty tears. They drip down my cheeks, onto my lips. I don't know what to do right now. I guess I'll just type. My heart is screaming for you. I need you. I'm lost without you. I don't know what to do... Who to believe... All I know is my tears won't stop falling. My throat won't quit burning. My eyes won't quit stinging. And I hate the keys on this k

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Trapped Part One by Dont-Ask-N-Dont-Tell, literature

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Trapped Part One

Chilly, thick air filled my lungs as I gasped for breath. I quickly climbed to my feet, then swayed from the dizziness that attacked my mind. I couldn't see anything. I felt around blindly and my hand collided with something hard and cold. I yanked my hand back and held it in my other hand, then reached out, a little slower this time. My fingers came across something cold and extremely hard, so I assumed it was metal. I wrapped my hand around the "metal" object. It was a cylinder and extremely long both up and down. ….A bar? Why would there be a bar? I felt around some more, only to discover there was even more bars surrounding me. I

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Trapped Part One

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Wednesday

And maybe Somewhere amidst these tears There's a smile to be found. Maybe there's a playful grin between mascara stained tear tracks. Maybe there's beauty behind messy black curls. ...everything's going to be okay... ~ Because you have to understand true agony to savor happiness. There has to be rain before your truly appreciate the sunshine.

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Artist // Student // Varied

Oct 28
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Deviant for 14 years
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Okay, so
Hi.
I'm Amber. I like Homestuck, Sonic, Adventure Time, roleplaying, Wicca, My Little Pony, and a whole lot of other things. I'm a recovering self-harm addict who still has frequent relapses. A sleeping pill junkie and failure extraordinaire. I like to live in a world of fantasy and doodle on my tablet when I'm not at work or on campus.
That's pretty much it.

You can also find my digital art dA here.
volatilebabu.deviantart.com/

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None.

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Harry Potter Movies

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Two and a Half Men

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Three Days Grace, Linkin Park, Bring Me The Horizon, Alexisonfire, & more.

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Left for Dead 2, Deadspace, and Animal Crossing.

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Xbox 360

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Music and the human mind.

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Dont-Ask-N-Dont-Tell

Nov 28, 2012

Devious Journal Entry

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Wow okay. I've been away from here for a really long time. I sort of let myself go as far as my writing goes. I've made a new account, the link will be at the bottom of this entry. I'll try to get back into writing and make some submissions, but no promises. D: http://volatilebabu.deviantart.com/

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Dont-Ask-N-Dont-Tell

Oct 22, 2010

10/21/2012 (Dream)

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I had this awful nightmare last night. I guess I've been playing WAY too much Deadspace or something, but I dreamed about one of those... alien creature things. In my dream I was pregnant with a baby... almost ready to give birth. Maybe 8 months along, with an almost full developed, living, pain feeling child in my womb. I was laying in my bed, starting to fall asleep (this is part of the dream) and I was slowly slipping into a dream with a nice, cool, crisp, autumn night feel to it. I started to smile a little, then there was a giant thump outside my window. I immediately put my hand to my stomach, then looked around. I slowly sat up and pro